I am so far away from my self now that I can feel the weaving of the spirit in the light of the world. It doesn't appear clearly to me, it isn't possible to think about it, it seems to be shrouded in mystery, charmed, enchanted. This weaving of the spirit has woven a veil so that I cannot grasp it in its true being. My senses ar... read more...
In this week of summer there comes a turning point in the inner experience. Up till this moment we had to surrender the soul completely to the perception with the senses and by doing so we lost the driving force of our own being. The thinking became dreamlike, had lost its clearness and worked benumbing. Through this I forgot my... read more...
Perception with the senses is now the most important activity. I have lost my personal thoughts, will and feelings to be surrendered fully to the pure heights of the senses. Now my soul has no more personal contents. Instead of them the flames from the fiery worlds of spirit begin to speak in my soul. In the heights of the sense... read more...
The dedication to the world becomes more profound. The thinking, willing and feeling of the soul were already devoted to the cosmic all. Now it seems possible to deepen the devotion, so that also the deepest divine living powers can be released to a flight into the worldwide all. So all conscious contents of the soul are left be... read more...
The thinking, feeling and will power are in a full surrender to the worldwide cosmic space now, they have been relinquished. In the coming weeks this state is stabilized; in various states of the soul it holds on to its utmost phase, which comes on the 24th of June, the feast of John. Then there will come a metamorphosis that wi... read more...